Today is childrens day in Mexico. We are at Crescent Beach having some Mia’s only time, as she has been feeling left alone lately. I feel so guilty that I haven’t have time with her for almost 2 weeks now! The first week because I wanted her to get use to my mom, and after that Matias arrived, and she is not super happy about it. Yesterday she was ignoring me when I was talking to her and when she saw me with Matias, she moved her eyes to the floor and made me feel so guilty and sad. Now i’m seeing the struggling between having a new born who needs all of your time, specially if you are planning to breastfeed, and a toddler. Between the breastfeeding, pumping, lack of sleep and lack of coffee, I know this is going to be a hell of a challenge, so if you have any advices over there my ears are wide open! My milk supply hasn’t kick yet, I do have but not enough to make this little boy happy, so I’m praying that when I stop having to pump is going to get a little easier? Can’t wait to start taking Mia to all of her activities, but I’m still healing and Matias is only 3 days old, so I guess I’ll have to wait another week! Happy Sunday all!
